I lay down my rights

I lay down my rights 

the right to happiness

the right to be right 

the right to make you 

make me feel happy

the right to make you 

be / do anything

I lay down my right to fix 

I lay down my right to make 

To try 

To create what can only be created thru HIM

To create what can only be corrupt in my efforts 

I lay down my attempts 

I lay down my control 

I lay down my will in the matter

my opinion 

my goals

my hope 

I lay down everything 

And commit only to exist 

Untidy

Unkempt 

Unfulfilled 

Longing 

Chaotic 

Echoing an ancient cry 

Of hollow discontent  

Empty

In a posture of waiting 

To be filled